Time for Change

So I have a doctors appointment booked for tomorrow in regards to my blood test results and the fact that I was hospitalized a week or so ago. 

I've been ridiculously sluggish, out of breath and tired lately, just absolutely out of my usual energy. I'm pretty sure the blood test is going to show a slow or under active thyroid and I'll be put on more medication.

I just want to get better. I feel sad and scared and weak. I'm putting on weight and I'm always bloated. 

It really is time for everything to change- I'm sick of bring sick. Tired of being tired.

I'm scared to move, I'm fearful of the change, but I'm ready to make it work, I'm ready to put effort into making my life what I want it to be.